In search of story

May 21.19


I grew up in northwest Indiana, just outside Chicago. “Da Region.” Steel mills and oil refineries, cinders and soot. And earthquaking freight trains. Charging, bellowing behemoths, lifeline of thriving industry, they snarled traffic with sadistic impunity.

Mindful that then our phones were back home, attached to a wall, you will understand that life stopped when those behemoths blocked our ways. So there was nothing like the excitement of spotting the caboose. Life could resume! What cheer to the soul! What revving of engines! Until it stopped in the middle of the crossing, taunting us with half a road.

The caboose had the power to make people happy or homicidal.

If you were a kid and lucky, you got to wave at the man in the caboose, and he would wave back. To be noticed by the genie in the caboose was high living tinged with envy: who wouldn’t want to live in a caboose?

Every once in a while, a caboose would show up in some incongruous place, like someone’s yard. Here was mystery. How did it get there? Is the genie still in it?

It was my early introduction to garden art. A caboose in a yard was never mundane. Nor was the occasional non-red caboose, like the jarring countercultural yellow.

As symbol of time and place, the caboose is nonpareil. And when the train is gone and the caboose stands alone in the quiet of clover and vine, what does the caboose tell of the old time and place? Since I am the caboose, I must ask and answer that question.


Many thanks to photographer D.J. Berg.

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4 thoughts on “May 21.19

  1. I remember it all – the phone on the wall, the waiting, the sigh of relief at seeing the caboose. But, then again, you and I share several things including our generation and the title of caboose. 🙂 Happy Tuesday, Maureen.

  2. We cabooses have a certain trove of memories, don’t we? And you remember waiting for trains! What hours of boredom, not to mention fuming. A happy Tuesday to you, too, Judy!

  3. A caboose in a field would have been a wonderful thing when I was a child. We had to make do with sheds and perhaps the odd broken down car.

    The image of a caboose in the quiet of clover and vine is a lovely one. The vine of memories, and the clover of honey and bees.

  4. I like that! Sheds and broken-down cars have their place too, but the caboose does have a whiff of romance that the others may lack.

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